Monday, June 30, 2003

ni hao ma.

where should i start?

first, if i had the power, i would delete my first few entries since i started college. i refuse to admit that at one point in time i was in some sort of thing on a guy i used to call this guy and nother who came to be known as yet another guy. in local showbiz terms, erase, erase, erase!!!

recently, last sunday, to be exact, i accepted a new responsibility in yfc. i agreed to be j's partner... long ago, when my outlook on yfc was much different, i used to wish that i would be mede this person's partner... if i had been offered this position then, i would not have agreed if TP was not my partner... but things change... and i am now wholeheartedly convinced that i got myself a great partner. i guess it was all a matter of perspective....... smile.

oh damn, i forgot to tell you yet another dillemma.

sancai no longer wishes to dine with our constant lunch companions... i sympathize with her when she says that pohweht is really annoying, but how can i possibly explain to her that i enjoy their company? i enjoy plato's company... i intend to make him one hell of a noisy guy... how to tell sancai???? how????

by the way, a funny story thingie... ima (the last guy in the constant lunch company) was teasing sancai last week about chinese people being kidnapped, etc... it came to be a new definition of being chinese. sancai, who is pure chinese, has a 100 % probability of being kidnapped. i, who have 1/8 chinese blood, have a 1/8 probability to be kidnapped... etc.

it just happened so that i was teasing sancai (on our way home) that i should keep myself away from her because i might get kidnapped. then this morning, just before i left home, my dad sent me a message... apparently someone was mistakenly kidnapped in front of dlsu last sat evening... he called my mom too, so as i was shutting the door, they reminded me to stay away from the chinese people when outside dlsu. wahahaha. they were so alarmed when i told them that sancai & atsi are my usual companions on my way home... wahahaha... and i have lunch/snacks with the chinese society...

when i get killed by the kidnappers, i would like you to bring cute garfield stuff and mandy (of grim & evil) stuff to my wake, and i wish to be burried with them, also with my zafra collection. my barbies will be burned and their melted bodies shall be used to make depository tags for dlsu library.

·red banana | 11:04 AM |

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Friday, June 20, 2003

hi hao ma.

it's been ages... a lot of things changed...

i am still quite afraid that my blockmates would discover this blog, and so.... bahala na. i might open a new account that will not be easily detected by those i do not wish to reveal it to.

i will tell you a lot of things today.... i am here at the comsci lab, to my right is sancai, and to my left is queenie. dj is quite far from me, but i have a pretty good view of him. sancai just told me a while ago that she no longer wished to have lunch with dj and the others... she claims that she is out of place.

dillemma
it's not that i do not wish to be separated from the 3 guys... it's just that having lunch with them has become an expected thing.... you know? and sancai claims that she is out of place with them... but i am also out of place with her chinese friends... i understand she has trouble with speaking in english, but when i'm with her friends i have trouble understanding their language... am i making any sense? of course i am.

another dillema. tonight, there's a party being held by the physics department... of course being part of the department, i am invited... so is he. we already agrred to go there, but then... okay... how the hell am i supposed to open the damn subject up??? i am suffering from the evil effects of swarovski bracelets (one red, one green) and another multi colored crystal bracelet, and not to mention yucky cherry flavored lip gloss. all thanks to fatass who refused to let me out of the house without them, knowing that tonight there'll be a party.

i wish to God that someone could answer me right now... i'm awfully... awful. apparently, if we do go to the party tonight, it'll be just the two of us from the frosh department... CRAPPPP!!!!!

miracle, please happen....

NOW!!!!!!!

·red banana | 11:17 AM |

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ni hao ma blogger friends?

just a few things...

1. this guy otherwise known to us as tg, shall now be known as dj
explanathion: sancai suggested to me that we should use a codename for ******, and so i told her that i already use tg. she found it hard to pronounce (note that sancai is a native chinese), and so demanded that g be changed to j, so then we'd have tj. a few minutes later she told me it would me much easier for her if ****** would be called dj instead of tj which was still hard to pronounce for her. i laughed. if you have no idea why i laughed kawawa ka naman.

2. i am annoyed. pissed off. infuriated. angered. this is pure shit.
i am having trouble with myself. it seems that i have more time to flirt with yag than dj. really sucks. found out he has a girl already. not that i'm affected or anything.... he's not dj!!!

i'm in comsci class, hercules (his real name) is asking for help. why couldn't he be ____________________________.


i'm through with the activity, quite a simple one. i explored what i needed to explore... i forgot to bring my beloved pain reliever.

·red banana | 10:44 AM |

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Wednesday, June 04, 2003

5:08 PM 6/3/03

ang sayasaya ko!!!

first subject palang, masaya na ko!!!

during jpr, where i am seated right in front of this guy (tg), the prof asked him to read the first paragraph he wished to emphasize in the essay. then, part of the essay were two short poems, which the prof asked me to read as in right after him!!! wahahahaha!!! as sancai says, it's just plain fate...

during math 111, sancai pointed out to me that he was supposed to be seated behind me again... i forgot that, and besides, some freak sat herself there anyway.

during englone, he was not at all around because the block was divided in 2, bs phy and med phy. anyway, during englone i confirmed to myself that i really do like yet another guy (yag). he's very similar to a member of a recently recognized group in the philippines from a neighboring country now seriously being infected by sars. thursday last week pa to actually, pero kanina ko lang inamin sa sarili ko.

there's something about him.... the way he speaks and all.... quite opposite of tg. anyway, it's just the way he says my name or the way he compliments me... nakakainis. kinikilig ako. i am quite sure he will end up as a heart break, though, so pang kilig purposes lang siya. the flirting will be dedicated to tg.

yun muna.

·red banana | 7:39 AM |

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6:53 AM 6/3/03

ni hao!

it's been.... forever.

siye siye helga for the garfield layout!!!

let's start with school...

I. Orientation (May 22-23)

i only have a few notes... first, the new theater is as big as crossroads. in fact, it's a bit bigger. second, one of the lasallian songs they taught was that song sti used in its radio commercial. third, the reflection music was the background music for boys be. fourth, our alma mater is quite nakakapagod, but it's okay.

my block is half BS Phy and half Med Phy. my first friend was Sancai, a chinese girl who migrated here ten years ago from a chinese province. she speaks fluent tagalog, but she finds english difficult. another two people i spent time with were Globe, who was actually from the college of engineering but he missed his orientation, and Paypay, who needed fanning because i swear... during the first day, while having the tour, he was as wet as... basta, he was so damn wet!!!

notable guys... hmmm... i've actually told iceageman & the others abouth the two notable guys... one is this guy (forgiveness... i can't think of a worthy code name!) and then there's Foodfest (okay, xienxians... gets niyo???). both guys are not at all drop dead gorgeous, but i like them because of different small things. this guy i just find really cute, and foodfest... well, his eyes were different... you know??? DIFFERENT.

II. Classes

My Orient 1 teacher is great, we share the same last name. her voice is very similar to my ninong's wife's. (also similar to this dove girl who kept on saying 'really really' on the commercial)

my math 112 teacher is very funny... that's it. wait for my next entries, i'm sure one day i'll just burst out here about his rather peculiar ways.... (wait for it mondays and/or fridays)

my relsone teacher is a former seminarian who recently got married. he's great too. he really put that noisy athlete in her right spot. (in our relsone class, we have six women's basketball players around... they're too noisy and i really don't want to get myself involved with them... apparently they dropped relsone when it was originally given to them.)

my jp rizal teacher is also great. my greatest teacher so far, actually. he's very firm, and he takes the presence of the foreigner into consideration whenever he gives lectures. really great old man.

my math 111 teacher is... well... young. but she presents the lesson in a very structured way, a note-freak's dream come true.

englone... she teaches ok, so far that is... i got my first 95 from her... but she reminds me of my coach in basketball when i was in angelicum. do you see where i'm coming from?

the comsci teacher was ok, though i've only met him once. we'll be taking up visual basic this term, and our finals will be our own scientific calculator. urgh. whatever!

III. Food

an essential part of a student's life...

my food expenses' breakdown is usually lunch and snack. i spend over a hundred bucks on them.

we found the spanish style place on the second floor of the sports building. even the tables and chairs were spanish style.

IV. People

so far, alright. foodfest is completely out of the picture.

this guy, however.... aaaaaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhh!!!!!!

he sent me a message once, and though it was very emotionless, i jumped out of the bed as soon as i read it and i started pacing... i was so damn kilig!!! too much for a gal like me!!! i even had to run down to buy load just to say 'hey, thanks.' to him!!! stupid, right???

sancai already knows about him. she's always pointing out that he's behind me, or he's on the exact same chair on the opposite row, or that we're both caught on books we borrowed from the library (true: but i know it was a mere coincidence!), or that he's here, there and everywhere!!!

damn it, i can't help but smile everytime he's near!

i shall end here. i need to eat breakfast.


·red banana | 7:37 AM |

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